Who Cares

Christmas

It's been a good Christmas time this year.  I have been off work (a lot) on vacation.  More than I expected.  Driving across Texas a few times.  The LGBT group I am a part of had a Christmas party.  That was so much fun.  We laughed and played games.  Jackie Bee is a wonderful host. 

I went to a CHIX concert.  It was a last minute thing and I should have stayed home after all.  Oh well.  Then of course I went to Monday night karaoke.  Planning to go again tomorrow night.

I wish you a very merry Christmas and a happy New Year.  Remember that Jesus was born to come into the world to bring a fallen people back into his loving arms.  It's not rules but a relationship.  Pass the love forward.

-Candi

Chest Hair

Before I was a crossdresser, I had chest hair.  Actually I had hair down to my waist.  I was a pastor at one time and my best friend used to joke about my cross of hair on my chest.  But I have been shaving it for a while.  In fact tonight was my weekly shave.  I ran my fingers through the long stubble that was there, and thought back.  I really can't remember what it was like having all that hair.
I know B is happy to snuggle on my chest now, as long as I keep it shaved.  Most girls hate to shave their legs.  As crossdressers, we shave a whole lot more.  And actually I like to shave my legs.  Yes it is somewhat a hassle, but I love the feeling after and I love the accomplishment. 
I like to look down and no see hair on my chest or my legs.  I like the feeling of sliding on pants or skirts or pantyhose after I shave.  I really like to rub my shaven legs on B.  I think I like the feeling better than she does. Now that the hair is gone, I don't see going back.

-Candi

Being A Tall Girl

It's hard being a tall girl.  Finding nice clothes you like.  The hardest is finding good looking shoes.  But then I found this site with 17 Everyday Struggles of Being a Tall Girl.  These are great.  Some of the comments are even better. 

Check it out.

-Candi

Heels

Crossdressers are like any other girl in that shoes are a big part of their personae.  Most guys have a pair or maybe 2 of tennis shoes.  They have black dress shoes, and they may have brown or tan dress shoes.  And that's it.  Those 4 pairs of shoes will go with every outfit they have.

Girls on the other hand actually wear colors. Some guys will wear a colorful shirt, but pants are always jeans or slacks.  For girls, tan boots will go with some outfits, black boots with others.  White heels with some skirts and black heels with some dresses.  I could not wear white heels with a LBD.  That dilemma right there is why girls have so many different shoes. 

So it was very cool when I read this article.  It describes one pair of shoes with 5 different heel heights.  Stylish, classical, ready for a day at the office and then a night out on the town.  I also thought they would be good to use for heel training.  Not every girl can do 5 inch heels.  Hell, that would make me 6ft 9in.  With these, you can start with the low heel, start walking and get to where you can walk fast in them.  Then move up a size.  When you finish you will be able to dance backwards in 5 inch heels.

Hugs,
-Candi

Things To Remember

Confessions of a Crossdressers Wife

Last night B told me that when she sees Candi, she is just as turned on as when she sees me in boy mode. 

I love to hear stuff like this. Its really encouraging. It makes me realize she sees both sides of me.

On another note, she said she wants to go with me on Friday night to Alex's house. That is so awesome. I am so looking forward to it.

-Candi

Halloween Fun

We had a lot of fun at the Chix concert last night.  I think they get better every time.  Plus the lead singer was so cute in her cat outfit.  As I was planning, I went as Tomb Raider.  Picture is below.  Since the theme was zombies and vampires, I added a hunter part but pretty much I was Lara Croft.

That is Teagan next to me.  Love her because she knew EXACTLY who I was when she saw me.  The other girl I mainly hung out with last night was Victoria. 

I'm going to change her name to "Wild Child".  She wants me to go out with her shopping and such.  I don't think I could keep up with her. 

As I said the concert was awesome.  The only thing I hate about Mable Peobody's in Denton is it's a smoking bar.  Everything has to be washed.  Well I have to wash out the blood anyway. 

SO now it's your turn.  If you have never gone out in public, it's time to get your girl on.  Step out side and your confidence will explode.

-Candi

All dressed up

All dressed up and no place to go.  Well, I could go out.  1851, Best Friends, Rainbow Lounge, A movie, Cedar Springs.  But alas we are broke.  And I'm wearing shorts and a tank top working on my Halloween costume.  Actually I'm wearing my short denim skirt because I didn't wear it at all this summer and I am going through withdrawals.
I'm working on the computer right now, reloading Windows.  Holy cow....89 important updates.  I should expect that.
I'm doing a photo shoot with some of the girls from DFE next week.  Saturday is the Halloween party at Mable Peabodies in Denton.  Starts at 8 so if you can make it, COME ON!?!

I can't tell you how long I've been trying to lose weight.  I really only want to lose my gut.  20 pounds should do it.  I lose a couple then gain it back.  I like sweets and bread TOO much. 

I'm looking forward to this weekend.  my costume started as Tomb Raider and that will work.  However I only have 1 gun so since Nikki has decided it will be a vampire theme, I'm thinking Tomb Raider: Vampire Hunter.  I'm going to look for a big machete like Crocodile Dundee had.  Still have a week to make it happen.

I  will update you after Saturday (or maybe Saturday night)

-Candi

Night Started Out Shitty

So the night did not start of good. Something you will hear from a GG.. at least not the last sentence.

"I bent over and my breast fell out. They hit the floor and one of them cracked. "

Yeah, it started out a horrible night.   It will get better.

-Candi

Best Wife

I have the best wife.  She tells me I am looking beautiful as I walk out the door.  Don't know what I would do without her.

-Candi

Bugs Bunny Showed Us How To Do It

Makeup makes the difference

Just a quick photo of how makeup makes the difference.  Of course it does for a crossdresser, but it can really make a difference for a GG.

legs

Shaved legs and fresh sheets are the best combination ever. No boy will fully understand such luxuries.

Went Out Last Night

I woke up singing Kenny Chesney Out Last Night.  Because...well I went out last night. Heather had a friend in from West Texas who brought her wife.  This was their first time out together.  And being from West Texas myself, I could not pass up the chance to get out.
I got to Sue Ellens in time to pay $3 cover.  I was the 1st girl of the group there, although a GG came up to me and asked about Jackie Bee.  I advised her Jackie was not coming out tonight because of work.  "OK", and walked away.  Jackie Bee has some admirers. 

I'm actually getting a little ahead of myself.  I have this really cute black ruched dress.  Ruched just means crinkled up.  Think crinkle fries.  I bought it for the gala that never happened.  Unfortunately I can't wear a bra with it because it drops down in the back.  So I bought a pair (because why would I buy only 1) of breast forms.  They are a size 38D and all D let me tell you.  I bought some roll on adhesive for them and put them on then the dress. 
Well let me tell you that didn't work, unless I don't move.  The adhesive didn't hold the weight and when I move the breast start to come off.  I think next time I will put them on and let it dry real good to see if that works.  I was starting to run out of time so I went to plan B.   

I bought this when I bought my breast.  Really it's for B to wear when we go out because it's her favorite color and I had the black dress. 

So I was upstairs at Sue Ellen's and girls were getting there.  I got a beer and headed down stairs.  Unfortunately, my boots are still a little slick and the bottom half the stairs I didn't even touch.  Ended up on the floor with beer all around me (glad I had a bottle that time and not a mixed drink).  Oh what a grand entrance I made. Bruises I will have in a couple days.

We ended up at S4 and did some dancing.  It's not like you can talk in a club.  Two interesting things happened (that happen to girls all the time).  I was at the bar with Jama getting ready to go.  A guy walked up next to me.  I could tell he was checking me out.  Granted it could be checking to see if I was a girl or guy or it could be something more.  I didn't want to get into that conversation so said bye to Jama and headed home.  When I got to my car there was a group of guys walking to the bar.  One of them said I shouldn't leave because the party was just getting started and he didn't want to see me go.  It was cute.

It was a great night out.  I look forward to going out again (and getting to wear my black dress). 

-Candi

Things You Hear in Songs

There is lots of music that I don't understand the words to.  Guess that means I am getting old.  But then again when I look at the lyrics of some of my favorite songs from the 80s, I see I was singing the wrong words.  Boo.

But now we have the internet to tell us what the words are.  Check out Miranda Lambert's new song All Kinds of Kinds.




lsa was an acrobat who went and fell in love with that
Horatio the human cannonball.
A weddin' 'neath the big top tent with barkers clowns and elephants
Sideshow family oddities and all.
The dog-faced boy howled out with joy
As the tattooed lady was crying.
Ever since the beginning to keep the world spinning
It takes all kinds of kinds.

Thomas was a congressman with closets full of skeletons
And dresses that he wore on Friday nights.
Phyllis was a pharmacist, a dab of that, a pinch of this
Concocted to suppress her appetite.
When the children were fiddlin' she'd slip 'em some Ritalin
And wait for Thomasina to arrive.
Cause ever since the beginning to keep the world spinning
It takes all kinds of kinds.
All kinds of kinds.

When I play this old guitar from children's shows to smoky bars
I take a break and think about the past.
When I stood up in geometry and everybody stared at me
And I tossed my test into the trash.
I scratched off my number while hitching out under
That bush league population sign.
Ever since the beginning to keep the world spinning
It takes all kinds of kinds.

Now some point a finger and let ignorance linger
If they'd look in the mirror they'd find.
That ever since the beginning to keep the world spinning
It takes all kinds of kinds.
All kinds of kinds.
All kinds of kinds.

 Granted, Thomasina is not a name I would pick, but hell who cares what your girl name is.  As long as you have fun and are accepted.

-Candi

Do you pass?

Who gives a shit.  Do you like how you feel and how you look?  That's all that matters.